Stressed out does not even put it nicely. I have gotten the flu bug that was going around in February to march and it is almost the end of march and I am still not over it. I feel so sick my head is aching and my ear is still has an infection.

School is driving me crazy and I just can't wait to put this behind me. 

I loved the experience school has brought me and meeting so many amazing people. It just allowed me the opportunity to grow in so many ways but I cannot take the work load. I feel like a working bee and every time I am finished one task another task is right there in front of me. 

At times like this I like to take out my paintbrush and pull out a canvas and take myself out of this world. To block everything on my mind and display it on canvas.  Does that sound weird? Since I am abstract artist things come out looking differently. Sometimes  I feel as though I hold myself back from showing what I feel. Maybe I feel people will criticize me. The same goes with my writing. I should write what I feel but when I try to find the words...well it just never seems to be there. How strange is that? I keep telling myself that in life sometimes inspiration comes to you or taken away.

So many of you probably saw my welcome. I was having some fun with writing that welcome so enjoy :D. I am not so new new to blogging that is. I use to have a blogger account but I never really used it. I want to try to use this more then that. sadly my other account goes on being neglected. I wanted to try something new with a fresh start. This is my fresh start. 

I would like to every once in while share some of my art and you will find it in my new works section. I  do a lot of abstract art. As a child I grew up being surrounded by art. I was able to create my own abstract as a young child but it was not my first interest, I always thought that the paintings I created did not mean a thing. I was more interested in writing and creating these deep thought out stories and using my imagination with a pen then a paint brush.


Nowadays I find myself sitting behind desk trying to learn something that will benefit me and the long run help me if I ever want to be an artist or if I choose to write my stories. So folks I am in school studying my brains out. So to you kids out there saying no to some sort of extra schooling don't be fooled say yes. I am telling you this economy does not want people with no diploma or certificate. It is a sad fact but it's fact that is the truth. You can't go far in this world if you don't have some sort of schooling. A lot of friends that I had in high school regretted not going to college or university but think practically or else most of the time you may end up going back to school. Now that is a scary thought.

Now this school will test you and it will want you out but you have to fight. With fighting comes discovery. Then comes belief in yourself that you can do anything. Never keep switching what you want to do. Stick to it to the end. 

I have a cousin that he keeps switching (careers or courses) what he wants to do, and in collage it's okay if you do it once but don't get in the habit of constantly doing that. It's a tragic fear and you start to think and his case and in most cases I've seen is people freak out . They see that it get's hard and they can't take the stress so they switch to something else thinking  that it will get easy but that is not the case.Stick to something and finish what needs to be done.

Anyways now I am just ranting away. I should just leave it at that. 

Please take the time to check out my new works section! More is on the way.